It's never the same anymore.

Saturday, July 02, 2011

I know probably there's no one following my blog already but i just have a urge to blog. Last post was quite sometime ago,last November? Anyway, life goes on isn't it? (:

School's starting in a week time and it's the last year that i'm gonna be a couch potato. It's a whole new world out there for me end of next year. Sounds kinda scary but what to do? It's life and you got to go through that in order to grow up? Tsk. The thought of getting out of my comfort zone, fighting for survival SOUNDED SO SCARY.

One day, i was out with a friend and there's this one moment, i turned to her and told her " hey you know what? i envy my cousin who doesn't have to work. Get a degree and then get married and then be a housewife." She actually knocked my head and laughed at me.HAHA.i know right. Naive thought. But seriously speaking, i've got this crazy ambition of being a successful housewife and probably everyone knows about it. i even told my dad about it and he actually used that to make fun of me till now.(roll eyes)

Sigh. i better not think about it for now. Gotta have a good night sleep. Haven't had one since i don't know when =|

Sunday, November 14, 2010

I don't know what happened or what kind of people are you like but what makes me curious is why everybody seems like they doesn't like you? I find it really heartbreaking to see you like that and nobody care. But I can't do anything to help. Whenever i talked about you or tell others that you called, they'll tend to be really disturbed and told me off. Saying that you are a liar and you took everything for granted that nobody cares anymore. And they don't want anything to do with you.

Somehow, those stuff I heard made me kind of dislike you as well. Whenever you call and i picked up i regret straight after. Cause whatever you said are just pain to my ears. And you made it sounds like everybody else around you is at fault and they owe you. Tsk. Sometimes i really wonder what is this all about.

When I'm little I thought we'll all live together in the future and everything will be so peaceful and stuff. But I'm wrong. Probably life's like that. All I can say now is take care...

Thursday, November 04, 2010

Yesterday night I've been reading about Darren Ng Wei Jie news all over google and i felt really sad for him and his family. He's only 19! Haven't even enjoy life yet and he's gone.

This news really shocked me as it happened so near to home and this isn't the first time i heard about such news happening in Pasir Ris. Once, it even happened on people who i know. scary isn't it? Kids nowsaday are just crazy, they act without thinking of the consequences.

I've saw faces of the murderer and they don't even look like they are in their early twenties. They look more like they're in their late twenties. I don't think they even feel remorse about Darren's death. I'm wondering how can a staring incident lead to death. tsk. I'll probably die on the street someday unknowingly. And that scares me.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Whenever i read the news, it never fails to make my heart skip a beat. It's just so scary knowing that your neighboring country suffers from so many disasters. Death tolls increases day after day with so many people still missing. The question of 2012 never fails to pop into my mind after reading those news. It seems like everywhere is damaged and financial crisis are bound to surface again.

Singapore is lucky to have always been a safe country despite of the haze and minor floods. I feel so fortunate to at least be safe here in my own comfort zone with friends and family around me.

All those news on papers really had me thinking about my own life. Perhaps I've taken everything around me for granted but i'm not going to do that anymore. All the disasters reminded me that i should cherish my love ones around and also how unpredictable one life is.

p/s: All this just somehow struck me after i've read the papers about all the disasters that's happening around the world.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Dedicating this post to my beloved boyfriend, Eugene Swee.

One year anniversary just passed! This means that we are together for a year already. How time flies.. I remembered very clearly those days that we have yet become a couple. The first meet up after so many years of not contacting each other was with yucheng at the basketball court watching you guys play basketball and then bowling after at e-hub. And that was the day I confess…
Although you said you need time to cool down from the previous failed relationship but we still meet up often. And sparks started to grow from then on. And we finally got together one year ago at tanjong beach.

I’ve never thought that I’ll fall for you in my entire life and when I came to realize I actually did I was really surprised by that thought. After getting together, the things that you do and the things that I did make me feel so wanted. I don’t know how to put it into words but it’s just a feeling that felt really comfortable with you around.

In this one year together, we did a lot of first time together. All the ups and downs really made me learnt a lot about myself. I’m known for my bad temper and sensitivity but after all those quarrels, it had me thinking about that and I realized I can’t live with all those faults. I tried changing into somewhat less sensitive with better temper and I believe I kind of did it. I’m proud of it and of course I hope you sense the difference. (: I did it all for the one I love and to keep this relationship going.

We planned a celebration for our one year together at hard rock hotel Singapore. It’s something that mean a lot to me because we really did all this together. The planning and everything (: I enjoyed the stay there although it’s only one night.
Voyage de La Vie at night is really amazing. It means “journey of life “, although we only spent one year of our life together but there’ll be a whole life time of it together. So it somehow relates (:

The surprised you gave me is something I won’t forget. It really made me crying just by watching the short clip and I really really didn’t expect the ring from you. I was really touched. Thank you my dear.

You’re the best thing that can ever happen to me, always there when I’m down, always there to tell me there’s always a way to things. Appreciate those things that you’ve done and that you’re going to do. Let’s make those plans that we planned for happen alright (:

Love always,
Kimberly


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Hosts: x o xo.	Saturday, July 02, 2011 I know probably there's no one following my blog already but i just have a urge to blog. Last post was quite sometime ago,last November? Anyway, life goes on isn't it? (: School's starting in a week time and it's the last year that i'm gonna be a couch potato. It's a whole new world out there for me end of next year. Sounds kinda scary but what to do? It's life and you got to go through that in order to grow up? Tsk. The thought of getting out of my comfort zone, fighting for survival SOUNDED SO SCARY. One day, i was out with a friend and there's this one moment, i turned to her and told her " hey you know what? i envy my cousin who doesn't have to work. Get a degree and then get married and then be a housewife." She actually knocked my head and laughed at me.HAHA.i know right. Naive thought. But seriously speaking, i've got this crazy ambition of being a successful housewife and probably everyone knows about it. i even told my dad about it and he actually used that to make fun of me till now.(roll eyes) Sigh. i better not think about it for now. Gotta have a good night sleep. Haven't had one since i don't know when =\| 12:07 AM · Sunday, November 14, 2010 I don't know what happened or what kind of people are you like but what makes me curious is why everybody seems like they doesn't like you? I find it really heartbreaking to see you like that and nobody care. But I can't do anything to help. Whenever i talked about you or tell others that you called, they'll tend to be really disturbed and told me off. Saying that you are a liar and you took everything for granted that nobody cares anymore. And they don't want anything to do with you. Somehow, those stuff I heard made me kind of dislike you as well. Whenever you call and i picked up i regret straight after. Cause whatever you said are just pain to my ears. And you made it sounds like everybody else around you is at fault and they owe you. Tsk. Sometimes i really wonder what is this all about. When I'm little I thought we'll all live together in the future and everything will be so peaceful and stuff. But I'm wrong. Probably life's like that. All I can say now is take care... 11:12 PM · Thursday, November 04, 2010 Yesterday night I've been reading about Darren Ng Wei Jie news all over google and i felt really sad for him and his family. He's only 19! Haven't even enjoy life yet and he's gone. This news really shocked me as it happened so near to home and this isn't the first time i heard about such news happening in Pasir Ris. Once, it even happened on people who i know. scary isn't it? Kids nowsaday are just crazy, they act without thinking of the consequences. I've saw faces of the murderer and they don't even look like they are in their early twenties. They look more like they're in their late twenties. I don't think they even feel remorse about Darren's death. I'm wondering how can a staring incident lead to death. tsk. I'll probably die on the street someday unknowingly. And that scares me. 12:39 PM · Thursday, October 28, 2010 Whenever i read the news, it never fails to make my heart skip a beat. It's just so scary knowing that your neighboring country suffers from so many disasters. Death tolls increases day after day with so many people still missing. The question of 2012 never fails to pop into my mind after reading those news. It seems like everywhere is damaged and financial crisis are bound to surface again. Singapore is lucky to have always been a safe country despite of the haze and minor floods. I feel so fortunate to at least be safe here in my own comfort zone with friends and family around me. All those news on papers really had me thinking about my own life. Perhaps I've taken everything around me for granted but i'm not going to do that anymore. All the disasters reminded me that i should cherish my love ones around and also how unpredictable one life is. p/s: All this just somehow struck me after i've read the papers about all the disasters that's happening around the world. 8:50 PM · Saturday, October 23, 2010 Dedicating this post to my beloved boyfriend, Eugene Swee. One year anniversary just passed! This means that we are together for a year already. How time flies.. I remembered very clearly those days that we have yet become a couple. The first meet up after so many years of not contacting each other was with yucheng at the basketball court watching you guys play basketball and then bowling after at e-hub. And that was the day I confess… Although you said you need time to cool down from the previous failed relationship but we still meet up often. And sparks started to grow from then on. And we finally got together one year ago at tanjong beach. I’ve never thought that I’ll fall for you in my entire life and when I came to realize I actually did I was really surprised by that thought. After getting together, the things that you do and the things that I did make me feel so wanted. I don’t know how to put it into words but it’s just a feeling that felt really comfortable with you around. In this one year together, we did a lot of first time together. All the ups and downs really made me learnt a lot about myself. I’m known for my bad temper and sensitivity but after all those quarrels, it had me thinking about that and I realized I can’t live with all those faults. I tried changing into somewhat less sensitive with better temper and I believe I kind of did it. I’m proud of it and of course I hope you sense the difference. (: I did it all for the one I love and to keep this relationship going. We planned a celebration for our one year together at hard rock hotel Singapore. It’s something that mean a lot to me because we really did all this together. The planning and everything (: I enjoyed the stay there although it’s only one night. Voyage de La Vie at night is really amazing. It means “journey of life “, although we only spent one year of our life together but there’ll be a whole life time of it together. So it somehow relates (: The surprised you gave me is something I won’t forget. It really made me crying just by watching the short clip and I really really didn’t expect the ring from you. I was really touched. Thank you my dear. You’re the best thing that can ever happen to me, always there when I’m down, always there to tell me there’s always a way to things. Appreciate those things that you’ve done and that you’re going to do. Let’s make those plans that we planned for happen alright (: Love always, Kimberly 2:21 PM ·